STATIONS OF THE TRUE CROSS

 
 
 
 
 

 
 

                  PREDATORS, PREY AND PERFECT ORDER 

                  The survival of perfection 
                  or the sweet imperfection of inequality and sadness; 
                  It's a tune set in azure tones-- 
                     it's light peering into secret coves 
                     and more and more, 
                  it's darkness visiting venues--public places and private spaces-- 
                  points once reserved for special graces. 
                  Ah, the pleasure of dawn-- 
                     yet the pilgrim awakes with a startling revelation, 
                     knowing this was the day declared of modern holiness, 
                     a day, 
                  for someone to be executed. 
 
 
 
 
 

                  ON THE FIRST PERSON MIMICRY OF PERFECT ORDER 

                  Sometimes I'm so enthralled by the easy mastery of mystery 
                        I'm speechless; 
                  The prophet's light burning all over me--
                      shining like it did the years I mined easy street, 
                      skipping stones and skipping steps-- 
                      seeds and fruit inseparable, 
                      no threats, 
                  nothing, 
                  nothing but sanguine sunshine and comfortable sunsets 
                  strumming chords, 
                  streaming  sorrowful  searing  soaring-- 
                     saving souls in near alliterative allusions, 
                  illusions in warm sundown time signatures. 

                     Oh how it goes, 
                     (quickly and silently says the legend) 
                  but lambs always suspect the slaughter. 

                  For those among the faithful 
                  who thought they'd never play this game-- 
                  Did you think you'd  play any game? 
                  Let me rearrange the places where subjects kneel, 
                     places where penitents hesitate on bended knee. 
                  Thus now will be the sunsets-- 
                  did you expect this when you first breathed deep from the storm 
                  of the freedom wind? 
 
 
 
 
 

                  THE RULES OF HOSTILE ENGAGEMENT 

                  Being afraid to look in the glass, 
                    fearing the image of an older Richard Cory 
                  --such things of astral dimensions 
                   abstract to the point of absurdity or denial-- 
                  confusion of the motherland's patriotic wail, 
                  added to the depth of mindless progression, 
                  first fruits born in contemptuous labor, 
                  a side show, run now and hide show, 
                  ten thousand fools claiming legion as their god, 
                  a million words dashed as scorned lover's  hopes. 
                  So the wise dance in hopeless helplessness, 
                  sons and brothers of the war mausoleum 
                  doing a lock-step march, a garrison swagger. 
                  Thus it is easy to ignore the dying victim of circumstance, 
                  child of Patmos crying and setting sail-- 
                   a shipwreck in the making, 
                  match stick form dashed on Petra shore, 
                     mind child ever the manchild father of creation, 
                  tears running in tired creases, 
                  sardonic wrinkles searching places to hide, 
                  a refugee with time and place forgot-- 
                    for the lord who said love, 
                  came running, 
                   a warlord in sheep's clothing. 
 
 
 
 
 

                  THE AMAZING DEPTH TO WHICH GRACE SATISFIES 

                  In this age sunshine kills, 
                     water poisons and calm wind destroys, 
                  Ain't it amazin'? 
                  Ain't it now a magic confounded in rotting seas 
                  and acrid summer snows? 
                  Pearly petals fall just as blooms wither, 
                    thorns  guard thorns 
                  and bandits now wander the bazaars 
                  where truth and beauty once guarded each other. 
 
 
 
 
 

                  AN ANCIENT WEEK OF MODERN REALIZATIONS 

                  So we know so much more than long ago, 
                  --some of the answers are said  even to work. 
                  All that remains important seems to be, 
                  how to acknowledge mysteries 
                     while juggling hopes and dreams. 

                  An ancient voice of wisdom shouts most loud: 
                     "Play the hand you're dealt" 
                  but if you look closer you will surely see, 
                  he's the man who owns the casino, 
                  just as once he also owned 
                  the money changer's table. 
 
 
 
 
 

                  THE PROPER INSPIRATION OF SCRIPTURE 

                  Justice's grand denouement--being waylaid 
                  by invisible things casting big shadows, 
                  so much better to be enthralled by what we do not know, 
                  to long for what we still may see. 
                  A generation has seen stars and moons and marketplaces 
                     --waded deep in churning fears, 
                  and for want of wonder has considered the night, 
                  being careful to smile at the blind 
                  and speak with compassion to the deaf. 
 
 
 
 
 

                  HE WHO IS WITHOUT SIN 
                                CREATES A STONE TOO HEAVY TO LIFT 

                 When the ones called prophets say: "Lastly and most importantly" 
                  --all would be wise to take cover. 
                  Their truths are devised from splitting elements, 
                  their laws are the dreams of men in dark suits. 
                  When you emerge from hiding, 
                  you'll find they own more than they did before, 
                  and have options on most everything else. 
 
 
 
 
 

                  WINDS OF SUMMER SLUMBER 

                  The undirected feast of barren flight, 
                     all hail the patrons of lost causes, 
                     the saints salute the saints 
                  while the fools come marching in. 
                  The reality of the imperceptible odds against permanence 
                     or any form of survival-- 
                  one million times one million-- 
                            and still the chances shrink 
                                   and still the thirsty seek. 

                  It's dashed hopes at best, 
                     dashed hopes being ever the loving parent of no hopes, 
                  and false hopes 
                  and all so many things that arrive in the night. 

                  Hymns and psalms, 
                    formalized laments, 
                  unexpected cries and worried glances-- 
                  crashing travails of the multitude's lost loving hopes, 
                  these and all remnants of forgotten dreams
                  and stolen wishes. 

                  Hapless hopeless forms stumble, 
                     hopes spring forever for direction, 
                  even light, 
                  and through it all 
                  not even an angry god appears. 

                  Signs of the times hang everywhere, 
                      like so much crepe, 
                  like so many  sad clouds-- 
                   easy winds swallowed by cross currents 
                            sad winds-- 
                     lost hopes mixed with last hopes 
                  dying winds 
                  hidden sunlight 
                  and sounds forever silent. 
 
 
 
 
 

                  THE FLEETING STATE OF GRACE 

                  How we longed for your sweet embrace, 
                         how we prayed...precious times we prayed. 
                  Amazing traces etched across a starlit sky, 
                  well desired grace, 
                  out of reach and never found, 
                  dearest life broken low at every turn 
                  by pain and hurt, 
                  by deepest strife. 

                  Old sweet song 
                     how sweet it sounds, 
                  like love and peace blowing across the field, 
                  and like fields and forests of long ago, 
                  painfully forever out of reach. 
 
 
 
 
 

                  THAT SCIENTIFIC SEASON 

                  Poles converge in senseless propagation of absurdity and despair, 
                  pilgrims shuffle, eyes shielded, quick steps to no avail, 
                  Alpha and Omega melt together and run through the gutter, 
                     scorching and destroying, 
                  leaving seared hollow beings pointing and running, 
                  disappearing in burning mist. 
 
 
 
 
 

                   TAKING FLIGHT 

                  ---A Lateral Phase Of Discontent---  
 

                  A generation that took a stand while running at full speed 
                  headlong lunging helter skelter 
                      careening 
                  pinball angling, 
                  speed of light slashing through glaring stares 
                     of feigned daring deceptions.  

                  A generation uncomfortable with comfort--- 
                  the myth of plenty multiplied against delusional skies.  
                  Magnified mystified maddening scenes, 
                  treasures to be gleaned and panned:  

                            THIS IS AN OLD BACK ROAD AROUND THE FLOODS 
                            I GREW UP AROUND HERE 
                            I REMEMBER THESE THINGS 
                            BUT NOW THE WATER'S 
                            COMING FROM PLACES I DON'T RECALL 
                            I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THIS HAPPENED  

                  A generation where leaders lead by diversion and division 
                  yet the prophets speak of love 
                  and sanity smiles through the cacophony 
                  of soft sold hard sells.  
                  A generation finds peaceful calming quiet 
                  cannot be known without first knowing 
                  the torturous noise of an age of the absurd.  
 
 
 
 
 

                  INTERCESSORY PRAYER  

                  From his mouth 
                  --they said-- 
                  came a two edged sword. 
                  We were instructed 
                     --after we were told we were unworthy 
                  to touch his feet-- 
                  to kiss his footprints. 
                  Some saw them so easily 
                  but I wasn't ever sure I saw tracks 
                    --even after I was told I wasn't 
                  worthy to question-- 
                  Amen.  
                  Holy holy, the Lord is holy, 
                  this was the season we learned of boundaries 
                  and what righteous saints fought to keep and keep out. 
                  This will be the doctrine or many will die 
                  and most will suffer.  
                  Holy holy, the Lord is holy, 
                  this was the time when crowds gathered, 
                  chants came as prayers, 
                  faith and hope vied and tumbled from pious lips 
                  and the greatest of these was the sword.  
 
 
 
 
 

                                the risk of stupid gestures   
            

          and the clown's clouded mind dwells on rain   
          but he writes of smiles and silver dollar skies,   
          things that have no relation to truth   
          or the section of the road he's plying... 

                                 of course it's a joke,   
          that's why it costs so much,   
          that's why the fools salute it,   
          and the wise men die laughing...   

                 nobody cares,   
          'cept me and you and  
                                    the other fools,   
          the lost ones listening to night sounds   
          while waitin' for frosty mornings... 
            
          nobody cares   
             or knows,   
          'cept the people without the sense   
          to come in out of the pain,   
          people with knowledge of times and seasons   
          and meteoric brevity...   

          and the clown's clouded mind dwells on blue skies,   
          he paints his face and performs his falls   
          and hides his secret smiles... 

 

 


 
 
Stations Of The True Cross
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