| This Longing...A Tribute To Our Beloved "Pecan." |
| In honor of my uncle, Prichard Farley
Collins, affectionately known as "Pecan," I would like to quote from
"Moses
and the Shepherd" by Jelaluddin Rumi (Persia, 1207-1273)
(From "This Longing," translation by C. Barks
and
J. Moyne)
Moses heard a shepherd on the road praying,
"God, where are you? I want to help You, to fix Your shoes and comb Your hair. I want to wash Your clothes and pick the lice off. I want to bring You milk, to kiss Your little hands and feet when it's time for You to go to bed. I want to sweep Your room and keep it neat. God, my sheep and goats are Yours. All I can say, remembering You, is ayyyy and ahhhhhhhhh."
Moses could stand it no longer. "Who are you talking to?"
"The One who made us, and made the earth and sky."
"Don't talk about shoes and socks with God! And what's this with Your little hands and feet? Such blasphemous familiarity sounds like you are chatting with your uncles.
Only something that grows needs milk. Only someone with feet needs shoes. Not God! Even if you meant God's human representatives, as when God said, 'I was sick and you did not visit me," even then this tone would be foolish and irreverent.
Use appropriate terms. Fatima is a fine name for a woman, but if you call a man Fatima it is an insult. Body-and-birth language are right for us on this side of the river, but not for addressing the Origin, not for Allah."
The shepherd repented and tore his clothes and sighed and wandered out into the desert.
A sudden revelation came then to Moses. God's Voice:
You have separated Me from one of My own. Did you come as a Prophet to unite, or to sever?
I have given such a being a separate and unique way of seeing and knowing and saying that
knowledge.
What seems wrong to you is right for him. What is poison to one is honey to someone
else.
Purity and impurity, sloth and diligence in worship, these mean nothing to Me.
I am apart from all that. Ways of worshipping are not to be ranked as better or worse than one another.
Hindus do Hindu things. The Dravidian Muslims in India do what they do. It's all praise, and it's all right.
It's not Me that's glorified in acts of worship. It's the worshipers! I don't hear the words they say. I look inside humility.
That broken-open lowliness is the Reality, not the language? Forget phraseology. I want
burning,
burning.
Be Friends with your burning, burn up your thinking and your forms of expression.
Moses, those who pay attention to ways of behaving and speaking are one sort.
Lovers who burn are another."
Don't impose a property tax on a burned-out village. Don't scold the Lover. The "wrong" way he talks is better than a hundred "right" ways of others.
Inside the Ka'aba it doesn't matter which direction you point your prayer rug!
The ocean diver doesn't need snowshoes! The Love-Religion has no code or doctrine. Only God.
So the ruby has nothing engraved on it! It doesn't need markings.
God began speaking deeper mysteries to Moses. Vision and words, which cannot be recorded here, were poured into and through him. He left himself and came back. He went to Eternity and came back here. This happened many times.
It's foolish of me to try and say this. If I did say it, it would uproot our human intelligences. It would shatter any writing pen.
Moses ran after the shepherd. He followed the bewildering footprints, in one place moving straight like a castle across a chessboard. In another, sideways, like a bishop.
Now surging like a wave cresting, now sliding down like a fish, with always his feet making geomancy symbols in the sand, recording his wandering state.
Finally Moses caught up with him. "I was wrong. God has revealed to me that there are no rules for worship. Say whatever and however your Loving tells you. Your sweet blasphemy is the truest devotion. Through you a whole world is freed.
Loosed your tongue and don't worry what comes out. It's all the Light of the
Spirit."
The shepherd replied, "Moses, Moses, I've gone beyond even that. You applied the whip and my horse shied and jumped out of itself. The Divine Nature and my human nature came together.
Bless your scolding hand and your arm. I can't say what has happened. What I am saying now is not my real condition. It can't be
said."
The shepherd grew quiet.
When you look in a mirror, you see yourself, not the state of the mirror. The flute player puts breath into a flute, and who makes the music? Not the flute. The Fluteplayer!
Whenever you speak praise or thanksgiving to God, it's always like this dear shepherd's simplicity.
When you eventually see through the veils to how things really are, you will keep saying again and again, "This is certainly not like we thought it was!"
--Rumi
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| If there's a verse from the Christian gospel that reminds me
of "Pecan",
it would be John 3:17. "For God sent not His Son
into the world to condemn the world, but that through Him, the world
might
be saved." The Unitarian understanding of the gospel, to which "Pecan" adhered and exemplified is one that stresses not solely personal salavation, but addressing systems of injustice that sometimes harm God's most vulnerable children and manifesting practical "light"--food, defense of the poor and parentless children, equality for ALL minorities, regardless of "morals and manners." The gospel in "action"--this is one way "Pecan" lived his life. This is one way in which the "Son of God" saves the world--through people who as concerned with "doing the saving" of a broken world as much as "who is saved"--those who lay there lives down for their friends...and even their enemies, those who even misunderstand or judge their involvement with social causes that aren‚t always popular among those who seem the most "religious" or for those peoples estranged from
popular
mainstream religion. This is the good news in action--lives lived selflessly like
Prichard Farley
Collins or "Pecan" lived his. May we all experience this bliss of goodwill, peace and equality for all, that path of "the road less traveled" as did my uncle, "Pecan." With our hearts opened by the grace of paradise let us even now be embraced by the LOVE THAT IS. |
| Raymond Steven Ingool-Collins
(Pritchard Farley Collins' nephew, ) San Francisco, CA |